Friday, July 24, 2009

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So I hate that I haven't updated since the 4th, and I planned on updating this weekend, considering the next chapter is 80% complete. But watching your ex-boyfriend who you're still in love with and claims he still loves you, propose to his current girlfriend in front of you, kind of throws your mind for a loop. So I'm going out to get some tequila with a friend, then sleep away half of my day tomorrow, and hopefully have cleared my mind by then and I'll work on this chapter, because I have to get my mind on SOMETHING ELSE.

Sorry for complaining about my pathetic past relationship. I'm just angry.

And also, thank you guys for your support with this story, it means a lot to me. I love writing, it's so freeing and gets my mind off of the drama in my own life. I feel like getting all sappy like a really bad Golden Globes speech, but I guess I'm just emotional, so I'll shut up now before I begin rambling. Might be too late for that. Sorry.

Thanks!!

12 comments:

Kylie said...

hughughug
That made my stomach clench. If you weren't all the way out in the Western Conference, I'd meet you for tequila...and vodka....and comfort food.

Take your time. Your updates are worth the wait.

Susan said...

Damn! That is just wrong! If I was there, I'd give you a hug. I also have a nice shoulder to cry on and I could be your designated driver. I'll send good thoughts your way.

Tillie said...

Kristina, I dont even know you but I'm going to take the liberty to say this. You deserve SO MUCH more than a person who does that to you. You drink that tequila and do whatever you need to do to get over that asshole! Your story is absolutely fabulous and you take as long as you need to feel better and write another chapter. It sounds like you have good friends to take care of you and I hope you feel better soon!

*hug*

Jay said...

Dear Kristina,

Your ex is a douche.

Love, Jay

In all seriousness, that is the biggest display of douche-baggery since Ovechkin's "hot stick" celebration after 50 goals.

The best revenge is finding your own happiness. Go out with the girls and have a good time. Even though it hurts now, remember that you deserve better, and you will find it.

As Kylie said, your updates are worth the wait. Take all the time you need.

Anna said...

Guys suck...


I hope you are feeling better. I've been through the same thing (minus the engagement part). It sucks but hang there. It takes a long time to get over but one day you'll realize that he's not worth it.

I'm sure the liquor will help ;)
-Anna

Zigh said...

Ugh! I hate boys...

If I didn't live in Canada, I'd take you out and I'd buy you some Tequila! lol. I know it's not much help but, this will heal.
People use to say that to me and I never believed them, it still hurts but I can promise the sting doesn't always stay so sharp.

And like Kylie said, you're updates are always worth the wait so... hang in there and know we're all thinking about you =)

Heather said...

Looks like there's a lot of us who want to beat that jerk with a twoxfour.

You deserve so much more than that, Kristina.

Feel better soon, and remember, an ass like that doesn't deserve your tears!

Val said...

Sounds like we are all in agreement that we'd meet you for tequila (@Kylie - I've sworn off vodka for now), give you lots of hugs, kvetch with you, agree that some guys stink, and wait for your updates for a very long time.

Be peaceful, chica, and like Zigh said, the sting will be less sharp over time...the best revenge is living well!

Katie said...

Dude, guys suck soo badly.

Take as much time as you need, because I can only imagine how fucked up your feeling right now.

mer said...

Okay, so my bitch & hos in residence had this thing called the Sour Milk Award. You know how sometimes the milk's just a little off, and you think it's fine because it the day before the expiration date? And it smells mostly okay... so you pour a glass, take a gulp and proceed to spew it across the kitchen? Yeah. The Sour Milk Award is for when guys do the equivalent of that...

Your day? Totally worthy of the Sour Milk Award. Also worthy of a bottle of fine scotch and Max Talbot hopped up on post-surgery codeine as he insists on making you cookies (he doesn't know how) and eating half the dough even though you try to tell him he might get salmonella...

JustAWriter said...

yay...I love this story...but Im so sorry about everything hope it gets better

http://neversaynever87.blogspot.com/

I have started to write a story and Im not sure of another way to get it out there so...If you would like to check it out. I just stared..

but yea cant wait for your next update...

Aeryn said...

I honestly don't know what to say. Apparently that loser doesn't deserve you. But we're all here for you, and we'll do whatever we can to make you feel better. Which I realize isn't a lot, but anything you think we can do to help, just say the word. In a very twisted way, we're all like a family here... again in a VERY twisted, mixed up way.

Hope you feel better soon!